sarcasm

International Medical University to be built in Perak. "We will address poverty. It's not only about poor people or hardcore poor. We also have to look at those who are not from a poor background but suddenly become poor..."

Notice something to laugh on? =D

LMAO

People change, yea everyone knows it, everyone does it. But downgrading or upgrading your standard, err I dont know how to say this in words, but I hope you'd understand it later.

Yesterday I was facebook-hopping when I bumped onto something bitchy-talking. I was reading this note, and its 110 comments. Practically, one of my highschool friends copied that note from somewhere and posted it on facebook, and my friends all commenting it. The note basically all about - why you bitching about me when you realize the fact that I'm more beautiful than you - something like that.

I read through the comments, when I ended up bursting up laughing like hell. Worst, they even inserted links to that person's myspace, whom happen to be our highschoolmate as well. What a shame..

Basically, the girl thinks she has transformed for 'better', which I think she just embarrassing herself way blistered. But yeah, she thinks she's all hot and bitchy, by wearing all those hard-to-breathe clothes, till her boobs feel like popping out. With a bright red lipstick, and big tummy, holy crap what this girl had in her head ah?

Seriously when I first look at her photos I went like OHMIGOD!

Apa dia fikir sial. Pakai baju cam tak cukup kain pastu nak posing atas lantai menggoda2, geli ouhh. Sumpah gambar dia semua tak boleh blah ah, macam nak tayang semua boobs pusat semua. Oh lupa memang ada gambar dia yang tayang perut semua, dah macam org hindustan lak tak kisah perut buncit tayang je. Dah a siap letak gambar sekolah, adoi malu malu. Eye catcher? HAHAHA for those blind desperate guys? YES.

Nama pon siap tukar jadi Shasha, dulu time sekolah panggil Atam je. Shasha Sexy Lady bai. Fulamakk aihh. Ni ayat dia 'I'm the eye catcher and always be the go-getter. You jealous because you dont have the beauty I have'. Terbaik a mak nyah, memang kau je paling cun dalam dunia ni. Sumpah she made my day woi, gelak sakan ah aku.

Sometimes I wonder what would her parents feel when they find out about this.

Kau dulu jadi imam sekolah, ketua naqibah semua, tapi bila dah habis sekolah jadi apa ni? Ish ish. Tak kisah lah kau nak jadi apa pun, tapi jangan la seret nama sekolah sekali. Sekolah kita dah la Disember ni ada competition untuk sekolah paling cemerlang negara, kau pulak buat macam ni. Tak kenal ouh siapa kau sekarang. Nak jadi future Malaysian actress? Tak payah laa..

I can see the gossip's spreading fast all over facebook. Next batch gathering nak ajak dia ah camni. I wanna see it by myself, the real Shasha Sexy Lady.

love-like

My housemates bring in television yaw! Okay how I try not to be so happy, I still have to focus on study first no matter what. But hey, I cant be locking myself in the room and studying 24/7 right?

So yeah, my first time ever to join them in the living room. They were watching tv, and I online. So far so good, when one of them got in her room, want to sleep I guess. It was about 11pm when I heard she shouted loud like hell. I was alone, the rest gone to their room getting ready to sleep I believe.

The madness went on for like 30minutes, she shouted and yelled, till it scared me out of hell. I started to pace around the house tried to calm myself down. I couldnt sit fittingly, I feel like wanted to offline and go to bed. I thought so she's the type of temperement takes over everything, by the look she's so sweet and cute, she got nice body shape, tall and slim, long straight hair, fair skin.

But when she speaks, God knows..

Another housemate went to the kitchen, so I like asking her why is that girl screaming so loud, is she having problem or torturing somebody in her room or what. She was laughing on me, to my surprise, that she asked me to sit down, and said this 'dia gaduh dengan balak dia. Kitorg dah biasa dengar dia jerit2 mcmtu. Zie kena la biasakan juga, dia tak garang, cuma bila dengan balak dia emo sikit'.

Fuhh. I wonder what he did, until he deserved to get 30minutes tortured on the phone, with high-pitch voice raised, shouting cursing like mad. And I wonder how he can stand it being with that kind of girl, physically beautiful, but mentally suffers..

The next day right after my calculus class, while waiting for the elevator going down from level 4 to 1, I saw her clinging hands with her boyfriend. I didnt bump to her, pretending not to realize she was there. Last night she was shrieking like hell, now she clung to him like nothing happened.

Weird.

grief

I never seen sex as a symbol of love - unless you get married. And for the whole world of modernization, I've been wondering why some people would go surprised if one is standing tall telling people that she's really in love with her man though they havent done any sex intercourse yet. What kind of sexual harassment the public has thrown to this lady if you can tell me?

I had this sorta conversation months ago with Azreena, the one and only friend that really trust and respect and understand me all along (besides Afa). We had talked about this, why sex has to do with love relationship? And if no sex, there would be nothing to prove the love? And why is that sex has to be the best way to show love?

For a second, we think that, you do sex, its either you have no respects for your partner, or you just dont give a damn of the consequences. I am speaking for a non-married relationship here. Whats the logic you have behind it anyways? Whats left for the marriage then? You have done everything, you've seen everything, you've feel everything your partner could satisfy you, what would be so special about getting married later on?

We really dont mind, these people, if you are in this kind of attitude, go ahead, we never complain. But for the fact that, these people that are so proud with the lifestyle apparently, totally have no idea what they've been doing. They used to be the ones babbling about young generations forgetten about their roots and religions and stuff, but now? Look at them, they eventually become like what they used to tegur2 bising2 dulu. So sick.

No more philosophical in regard of the love relationship, now sex conquers. People change, for better, or for worst. But when one is changing for better, why question it?

desktop

Semua orang nak PrtSc desktop.

Afa's

Zie's

Haha. A little bit of Muzhaffar Izzaty here and there. Hihi.

How the girl's desktop can be more organized compared to the boy's

And we love green, of course.

support

After one month and a half, of pampering body and soul, now its time to get up for classes early morning four days in a week. Uh-oh not really early morning, I've arranged the timetable so that I can wake up latest by 10am, before class starts at 11 =]

ME084878 is the new ID. I'm officially a bachelor of mechanical engineering student now. How proud, to reach this level of studying on something that I never wished for. All for mother, that I've promised, I would change for thousands better, I would work my ass on really hard this time.

Only 12 credit hours, classes start at 11am for all days except on Tuesday I have computer lab at 8am. My new classmates for this semester, got some new students, some fresh from foundations, some are way older, like a father perhaps, but what I like most is I have the guys whom were in the same KOR class with me last semester. They are so bising tapi pandai.

I cant be in the same apartment with Farah this time (sadly), that all my 3 housemates are final year students. First, I feel weird, and I bet they would think I am a creepy person, who cooks pasta everyday for her dinner, and always locked herself in her room, not knowing whether she's really in the room or she's out, cos her lappy would never stop spinning songs loud, eventhough she's not around.

Hey dont freak out of me having pasta everyday. I just wanna cut this bull fat on thighs abs arms chin. Blergh sick, but lazy enough to go jog, even to cut nasi intake as well. First few days after I started this diet thingy, I went okay with no nasi. Later I started to consume very few, now I have it like there'd be no nasi tomorrow.

Help me lose 10kg in 3 months, or before May 2010 -.-"

watcher

Well, I started off as a book seeker of this best-sellers The Time Traveler's Wife. I've been looking for it, and was so addicted to the story, till I related it with my condition apparently. But not until I watched the movie yesterday, it was such a disappoinment.

A great one. How I expected much about it, that I ended up sleeping half way. Glad I didnt spend money for it, it was just another plain love story, with a little twist on the man disappears a lot through time. Thats the only thing that makes it special, other than the great chosen of cast.

No doubt Eric and Rachel are great actors, but the storyline is way off the book. I am dissing this film for being vauge and not well set out n explained. It isnt explained n set out in a conventional way and is kinda confusing to follow. But behind it all was a really sweet story that honestly had me crying straight when she miscarriaged the baby and in the last 20mins.

Afterall, Eric just remind me much on Afa. How I always blame him for being this and that, and how he would be silent and making cute guilt faces, that would make me go ahhh I feel bad for being mad at you! Haha

Yet the movie cant even stand in the rows of Ps I Love You and The Notebook, as for me =]

Another letdown movie is this 2nd born of Twilight Saga - New Moon. After all the big immensely advertised for the movie, I'm glad that I didn't waste my money to see it at the cinema this Nov26 as it's nothing compared to the first movie. I know my comment may be a spoiler, and I never be a big fan of Twilight anyways, I just glad they set the cameras on Jacob this time, the very least.

They got a new director for this, and the story lags on and on, not really going anywhere, except when Jacob appears as werewolf. You may lmao but everything about Jacob in the movie is superbly casted and grrr he's so mouthwatering! Laugh on me, even Afa agreed it that Jacob looked stunning. He worked hard, as how he worked to get Bella, and I love this I quoted from him says :

If you want to blame someone, why don't you point your finger at those filthy, reeking bloodsuckers that you love so much?

Edward is ... I dont wanna say. I find it hard why everyone roots for him. I mean, he's so depressing dont you think? I know it’s crazy, this movie is really gonna make people choose sides. Hey they got Dakota Fanning as Jane! I like her, she's cute. 1st being a watcher in movie Push, now she creates illusions of pain in New Moon, cool. Overall, it's still a must-watch, I bet no one would miss it.

rains

I still remember that one cold morning when Fateen texted me asking what Syamiel was doing. He was at school still, when she said hey upsr's coming out today! Ouhh no wonder father was off to his school as well..

Not that I know about it, I bet he didnt tell anyone about it. Or was it only me..nevermind. And so I was wondering, this was before his results came out, that if only he could get straight A's, how it would be so expected and predicted, son of mother would always score. But not this time, mother's name would no longer rise, he sings it down to the very bad reputation. With 2A 3B, there's nothing you can be proud of.

Father been talking to me, been referring to Fateen, is this their fault? Is this the parents' fault? You bet we would say yes, how I wish. Not that I have no courage to say so, its just that people seen him playing around not serious about the examination, so he deserved it. But to come back on the very 1st place why had he been that way, blame the parents.

Things would never be what you've always expected, though it does happen at times, but not forever. Sometimes you should shame yourself for being so sure, to rise the fame of success in your business yet no one's taking care of the children. I am speaking as nobody that sees everything, and as a sister I know why he ended up getting that price.

Speaking of success, its not that you gonna fail forever, if you dont change yourself for better. Rise up, you know someday you gotta prove these people what you're doing is the right thing to do, and the words they spoken? 50% may be wrong.

Best of luck next time, brother.

infatuation

It is a wonderful love story. It is featured by two young lovebirds. It is knotted by far away across the ocean, thousand miles.

One is living in 11hours timezone difference, what they have to fight. One is always counting the days. One starts to imagine what would happen when next they meet again, the obsession of locking arms around him, seeing those small eyes.

It is the raw essentials of an infatuation, very powerful one. It is yet an inner voice screaming that she despises him, is repulsed by him and hate the distant, yet a stronger voice is crying I can't take my mind off you!

It is the hard struggle of avoiding slippery, cant even slip tiny. It is grievous and sadenning when one is weakened and fail, yet is able to crawl reach the top, for a reason one can't take her eyes off him!

It is an ordinary love people might say, it wouldnt be till this level if it is ordinary. It is utterly heartbreaking to flip the photo album when one is missing but aint able to reach him that easy.

It is fantastic, one cant stop thinking about him, even after some sort of trouble. One is patiently waiting everyday, yet wanting to gain control so badly, because it is taking over, one being so enamored. And it hurts.

Yet she feels beautiful for staying loyal..

Elephant

Simply potrays the hurts of loving the one who cant seem to accept you backElephant symbolizes the power of love

forever

There's nothing much going on latterly. Mother been busy attending business talk here and there for the whole week from 7-7. Father's out for work like normals. Brothers going to school. Dan setiap pagi saya akan lihat Danish adik bongsu. Setiap pagi..

We so bored, I bet he is. He would cycle his fancy blue-yellow bicycle around the hall, minutes later I'd see him watching cartoons. Or sometimes he would menyibuk sebelah saya. Father normally would be back around 2, the brothers around 1.30, and mother around 7.

Practically I'd consider that as my routine for this week alone. Thank God school holiday's on this Friday, welcoming home sister Fateen!

Gossip Girl episode 10 has released. Nate confessed to Serena, but she choose Trip over him. Wait a minute yea, I thought I just mentioned about Nate and Bree last couple of days? What the heck is going on with GG now? Dan Mr-Not-So-Handsome Humphrey is thinking of getting Serena back? Oh my..after you had threesome with your current girlfriend and bestfriend, now you wanna dumb them for your old story? Funny.

Last night, Afa and I, we had some sentimental moments on ym, listening to songs with touching lyrics, seeing each other on webcams, no one's speaking, it was so sadenning. Later we broke into tears, speechless. How we missed each other, terribly..

I can wait forever. We can wait forever, right sayang? =]

muka busuk kakak & danish

$$$

I just received this ads like minutes ago on my email, so I was wondering, is this true? I mean, all sorts of instant money thingy. I've clicked the link given below, and saw the website, complete with testimonials and all. Kind of convincing, but is it true? You try click this and see it yourself :

pluggin

5 movies on the go, waiting them to finish loading, and some suddenly happen to be a broken link, what so awesome about tonight? Yes I see and notice you The Time Traveler's Wife 540-pages book, just beside my dusty lappy. I done reading you 60 pages, and its enough ok. At least I've read few than none! So stop screaming.

My sweetheart dearie gone studying preparing for his coming calculus test. Of course I cant even say HYE! sayang busuk masam at this moment, his test is up this 2pm (3am Malaysia). So,close your eyes if you dont wanna cry. I was trying to figure out ideas what to do tonight? My YM's offline, cos Afa is not there, so what's the use of being online anyways? And lately he's been effing busy with exams and Malaysian Night and stuff, gahh I feel so left out and alone.

But its a good thing! Yea, to look at its bright side, we become less fight past few weeks lately, and its pretty awesome right, when the only thing you knew is you missing someone and whatever he might be doing you wouldnt give a damn cos your heart's tired enough of waiting and crying and all you wanted to do is seeing your love smiling back at you the whole time.

I'm a hopeless romantic, and kicking the habit baby! Around 2 3pm (1 2am Hoboken), I would skip lunch (sometimes), and be in my room, look at him, and company him to sleep. Normally I would sleep too, haha. And around 7 8pm (6 7am Hoboken), I would be the one who has to call thousand times to wake him up, buzzing the ym gazillion times, sending loudy noisy audibles, to make sure he's all ready to go class. We still doing it, duke dutchess, eventhough we're 9414miles apart.

To wake him up for classes, and to wake me up cos he missed me, that's what we doing every single day. I repeat, every single day.

Ok back to something that's not related to this love's-in-the-air thingy. Wohh have you ever watched Cruel Intentions sequels? I tell you the 1st is a must-watch. Ryan is so grrr and the story is so one in a million. Forgive me if I get too exaggerate, but dont watch the 2nd one if you're not into lesbians, and the 3rd one if you're not a dirty-minded. Hey I aint a pervert, its a year of 1999 product, dont expect much about people back then being so dirty like today.

Oh by the way, what would you feel, in a quiet piece time in the room, you and your sweetheart on the line, and with ache in the head that's so killing, and you are about to sleep in minutes, when suddenly this boy tells you 'I would buy you anything...you name it'. whoaa! Thanksgiving is coming and of course there got sales everywhere, whatever I care less on that, I care more on what Afa's gonna get me! weeee

I just saw one's status on facebook, he's turning 20 next year. Me too. And I definitely cant wait, to grow older and be independent woman, I'm done being a teen, I wanna get married, I want to be a mother. I want to cook for my kids! But when I'm gonna catch myself up to take cooking lessons, or at least try to cook by myself? I have no idea. All I know is I wanna get married!!!!

I sitting in the light to make the dark a little darker. Goodnight testosterones and estrogens! Dream to make your sleep less boring yea =D

sick

It was perfect, to wake up very early in the morning (than I usually did), and no one's home, except Danish the little brother that still sleeping, and mother's assistant who's just stepped in and locked herself in office room. All I could hear was not a therapeutic silent frankly, but a sound that made me think she might be watching Alvin & The Chipmunks on computer inside the room!

God bless, I once had talked to father about quitting her job, when he said that its too early, plus we still need her, so lets just hoping that she's not gonna last long and will quit herself! You know you always be on my side, father =D

I thought of getting back to sleep, but guess who's not yet forgotten about the new episode of Gossip Girl released? With a glass full of cold plain water, and a plate of fried egg and bread, I was set to see how they gonna shoot little Humpreys this time. And how Chuck had it his way to get both Blair and Serena back together as bestfriends, by being trapped in a lift? Bravo

Everyday's just the same at home, but I dont complain. Cos I know I'd miss home sickly when I left for Uniten. Plus, I have Muzhaffar online. So, why should I be outside when the only option I have to date him is by being online?

Oh yesterday I had a long conversation with Azreena. We talked on how hypocrite people cooperate with their own mentality that is very low. You talked bad about others, you insult others, but then you yourself is doing the same mistake eventually, you think the people whom you have insulted earlier on would respect you back? NO. I've seen many people, in fact my friends, some are my bestfriends for God sake! but hey what can I do?

Life full of dramas, for both of us. Thats why we so stick to each other.

By the way, today is father mother's 20th anniversary. Mother reminded me the date last night..voalaaaa. Haha. May God bless both of you till the end =]

ps : threesome over Dan, Olivia & Vanessa? Hilary kissing Jessica? What a boring threesome ever! If Chuck, Blair & Jenny, now that is WOW.

loveletter

Presenting Automatic Loveletter yeah!

Dont ever think Juliet (Automatic) and Hayley (Paramore) are same. no. I've been listening to Paramore for ages, and this Autamatic since like 2 months ago, I know Juliet has more emotion on her voice. Even her songs are more emotional.

My favorite tracks :

1) Hush

2) Someday

3) Unhearted

4) Parker

5) August 28Th 3:30 A.M.

Its weird, when both of you staying under the same roof, being in your own rooms that separated only meters away, yet you two still chatting on YM wishing goodnights and stuff. Haha. Ibu dan anak dia dia yang tengah cuti ni =P